Post it mental

"A password dele era a data do dia em que se encontraram'

Foram dois anos onde tanto se passou...encontros, desencontros. Perguntas, respostas e não respostas. Noites mal dormidas e noites a dormir de sorriso na cara. Mente a voar, pés na terra. Medo, demasiada coragem. Coincidências (demasiadas!). Coração a bater com força, coração apertadinho. Letras de música que me faziam chorar, letras de música que me enchiam o coração. Mau feitio, sorriso na cara. Muitos 'vale a pena', muitos 'não sei porque continuo aqui'. Muitas pernas a tremer, muitos cigarros e muito álcool. Certezas e incertezas. Muito choro, muita euforia. Palavras escritas, mensagens apagadas. Tempo perdido, tempo ganho. Descobertas, surpresas. Cumplicidade e confiança. Conversas sem sentido, conversas com todo o sentido. Pequenos pormenores, grandes memórias. Gestos simples, sentimentos gigantes. Ruas percorridas a teu lado, ruas sem as nossas pegadas. Cérebro, coração. Sonhos, realidade. Manhãs, tardes, noites e madrugadas.

Se valeu a pena? Sim, valeu.

Trying not to love you

Não é que seja grande apreciadora de Nickelback, não o sou, mas esta letra...

"You call to me, and I fall at your feet
How could anyone ask for more?
And our time apart, like knives in my heart
How could anyone ask for more?

But if there's a pill to help me forget,
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to, God I'm trying to

'Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
Trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
(...)

And this kind of pain, only time takes away
That's why it's harder to let you go
And nothing I can do, without thinking of you
That's why it's harder to let you go
(...)

So I sit here divided, just talking to myself
Was it something that I did?
Was there somebody else?
When a voice from behind me, that was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me, and whispered right in my ear
Tonight I'm dying to tell you

That trying not to love you, only went so far
Trying not to need you, was tearing me apart
Now I see the silver lining, from what we're fighting for
And if we just keep on trying, we could be much more
'Cause trying not to love you
Oh, yeah, trying not to love you

(...)"

Nickelback - Trying not to love you

Quotes

"E depois de um tempo entendi que esquecer não significava ignorar uma chamada no telefone, nem evitar reencontros casuais. Eu descobri que quando você esquece, atende o telefone e a sua voz não falha, que reencontros casuais não fazem as pernas tremerem. Eu descobri que o lado mais triste do amor, é não sentir nada". - Autor desconhecido

...'but you can't forget'

You push me
I don't have the strength to
Resist or control you
Take me down
Take me down

You hurt me
But do I deserve this?
You make me so nervous
Calm me down
Calm me down
(...)
So come here
And never leave this place
Perfection of your face
Slows me down
Slows me down

So fall down
I need you to trust me
Go easy, don't rush me
Help me out
Why don't you help me out?

You say "Go, it isn't working"
And I say "No, it isn't perfect"
(...)
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
I'd give it all away just to get you back
Fake it, fake it all
Take what I can get
Knockin' so loud
Can't you hear me yell?
I try to stay away, but you can't forget

Maroon 5 - Never Gonna Leave This Bed